peut-etre

myspace- too much drama.

xanga- slightly boring

blogger- ehhh it's new. and i like to randomly blog.

the day started out depressing and aggravating, but i decided to change it all. I have many things to do and occupy me. I want to redefine my life starting with myself, then friends, and hopefully it will seep into the rest of my life.
this is my senior year and sometimes i feel like i am wasting away. i feel stupid about prom fair and dancing, and even friends sometimes. I need to revitalize the care-free attitude i once had and allow myself to have fun.
.little italy.indie rock night. dancing. ice-skating.movies.

it is time.redefinition.

people are coming and going in my life. i often will find myself hung up on the little things, in every aspect of my life...love,people,places,things,school,etc,etc. let go He says, give it to Me.

i ask for signs from Him, and then i am not happy with the results. New York is not the place. Maybe someday, but not next fall. I can feel a mad rush of adrenaline pumping through my veins when i think about NAU. My whole soul rants NOWNOWNOW.

every girl needs girls. and every boy needs boys. i don't blame the boy for getting sick of the girl. or vice versa.
I need E. Dell.


i wonder how different my day would have been if i had just crawled into bed and went to sleep. who would i have woke up for? perhaps the sulking would invade my body and infect my mind.

peut-etre que je dois aller. peut-etre que je ne dois pas.