Wednesday, December 21, 2005

crash course theory

I woke up this morning with a terrible headache. With a strange sad dream lingering in my head, I left for home.

I was going 65 in a 25 mph turn zone. I thought I was going to make the turn. Instead my car hit ice, did a 180 turn and kept sliding. I felt the car begin to tip. The thoughts, "Oh my God, we're gonna flip. We're gonna flip." Ran through my head. I think I heard Rhianna scream. I can't remember what I did, but I was able to control the car right before we slid into the ditch or hill.

my headache came back after that. i turned around, looked at my car, and got inside as if nothing had happened. I dropped rhianna off and i sat in the car. I cried. For the crash, for what had happened before i got in the car, and for what was going to happen later.

Perhaps this was another sign, from God:
be slow to anger and quick to forgive.

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