Friday, December 23, 2005

our name is our virtue

when things start out bad, they usually end bad.

no more.

open up your plans and damn your free.



christmas seems so rushed this year. I am running around, nothing is wrapped. our thought through. such a mess. and i can't wait for the family get together. I love the holiday season, not the holiday. it's gonna be a lonely one this year.

it's a sharp pain at first, then as soon as it become habitual, it's only a slight irritation. like everything else in life: you get used to it and move on.

no more

i lack understanding of time. half way through the year...college? it's a mess. i guess i am going here and have applied there but am quite clueless. when i suggested to run away, i was mostly serious.

when i went around that curve this morning, the same one as before, i considered going as fast before. i used to see how fast i could make it around there.

i want to break something important. something about that "beauty in the breakdown" eh? perhaps someone out there understands what i just meant.


i won't hesitate, no more, no more.

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