I woke up this morning not to an alarm clock, but to an intensely bright room. It actually put me in a very good mood. At school everything feels like it is in shades of grey.
After 7 hours of work, I was quite exhausted. SO after I went to a small "get-together" for birthdays, which i believe was not the best idea. I just wanted to curl up on the couch and pass out. I really didn't feel like myself there. Perhaps it was because everyone was a good 3 or 4 years older than me. Drinking games had seperated me, so maybe it was that. Or maybe it was because my curfew was only 2 hours away. Everyone was gone. Mentally.
I miss the shins of the summer and minus the bear of the autumn. I remember after getting my hair cut, i put the top down for my geo and stuffed everyone in it. With the shins blasting.
Too young, too young. How this youth is such a blessing and a curse.
I want to cross the borders, damnit.
I will.
I dreamt of lancaster last night.
I have no one to go christmas shopping with.
Miles Davis in the winter.
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