stress was the main ingredient for today. lack of sleep... early wake...deadlines.

i wait here, for strength as the thoughts and actions of today pass by me.

time flies by. it trickles out of my hands. the pressure screams at me GO GO GO. faster! Do you have the time sir? cause i know i sure don't.


leave leave leave. everyone leaves. i'm going to be left and then leave.
everyone thinks arizona now....well maybe it's columbus. maybe i will never leave and be stuck here.
my spirit is broken by my own personal wanderings.
i'm so tired.

i write because no one listens. i wish you would, without any condescending tone. support me like i support you. i write because there are barely any comments. there are no replies that twist what i have said.
i write because it feels good and there is a lack of that in my life.


i'm crazy and alone and absurd.
2006 means coming and going and moving on.