one phone call, makes a huge mess out of this weekend. my hopes are up- and unfortunately there is a 25% chance that i will be let down.
what are you feeling candace?
anxiety. doubtful. i have questioned everything i am passionate about in the past 24 hours. intense.
strange how a few words or lack of words can impact a persons mood. my excitement was turned into a dreading, doubting mood after 20 minutes.
the weather is parallel with my life right now. yesterday:sunny, calm today:winter, change,dynamic.
perhaps God did that on purpose.
c'mon feel the illinoise.
I just need a little push. a little reassurance that this is right. that i'll be ok and things could work out.
patience.
my life happens to spin around and up and down. always the same cycles of being absolutley positive to uncontrollabley doubtful. we call this being psychotic. and i've got it.
i wish you were here right now.
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