the lighting in my room just happens to be perfect. one light. blinds are closed, although that wouldn't make a difference if they were. it doesn't make my walls seem so buttery.
i've never known whats good for me.
the difference between you and me is that you are obsessed with the past and what happened, in contrast, I am obsessed with the future and what might happen. I cannot tell which is unhealthier. we both cannot enjoy the present because we are too busy looking somewhere else.
adolescence made her an activist
this is my comfort zone, making up plans for the future with someone else. it is comforting believing that someone will be there with you. i have done this since i was 13. "One day me and you will live in a big apartment together and meet our boyfriends together and get married together..."etc etc. or the more recent ideal dream of the future," Let's disappear in the city together..."
i made the mr. coffee overflow. too much water, not enough space. i lose.
my sister will be turn the ripe age of 14 this upcoming monday. i would love to just shrink her back to the age of seven. save her from the complications that every step in life will create for her.
it is all inevitable.
16 days left. My God it is coming up fast. the end is inevitable.
here it comes. it's always coming.
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