24 hours can be a very long time. From getting on the plane to getting into the towncar back to the airport, it had felt like 3 weeks. Perhaps it was because during that 24 hours I had no chance to communicate with anyone from home. I can't allow myself to get into a life where I will be pleasing everyone but myself. So unfortunately I will be declining a position this monday. I know what's right for me and this was definitely square peg in round hole type of deal. A few rights but a whole lot of wrongs.
One thing i learned about myself on this short trip... I have very good intuition. Go with your gut because it is probably right.