old tricks.

First week on the job. With Nanny and Cartridge World, I am working 11 hour days. Which by friday, I am exhausted and looking for a break, or a nap. But this new family has been great, my first day they gave me a gift welcoming me to the new job as the new Nanny. Then throughout the week I have received encouraging notes about the work with Baby. But it has been the best start to a job ever. I feel in the zone, and even when I am frustrated, I've learned techniques to calm myself. Which I should transfer from nanny world to social world.

I have to say in the chaos which is life, I feel so happy. I may be tired, maybe even frustrated at times, but I feel so content. Things have begun to seriously work themselves out. Such as health insurance, bills (as much as bills can work out, and the relief of refusing drama. I'd rather be the ears to listen to someone else's drama than the mouth to tell the personal story. You can dig up your old bones but I'll keep mine buried.