I am beginning to understand a little tiny fraction of myself. In this day and age, you must be quick on your feet, fast paced fast thinker. The world roars 'go', as i stand still, watching and waiting for the perfect moment to act. I am by no means anal or a perfectionist. I like to go slow, I like to relax, and I like to handle things at a speed where I am most comfortable and I can truly understand the thoughts that wave in my head. New ideas to be tossed actually is a long process for me.
SO why in the world would I try to take on more than I can handle. Some would call me stupid or far too slow. But it would be stupid of me to do too many things, and create anxiety that doesn't need to take place in my future life-time. And if i can prevent that, by all means I will.
This is my own explanation of why I dropped my 3D class.
Basically my mechanics suck, and i truly cannot handle an 8th class to the schedule. Sorry CCAD, cannot and willnot try.
I have also recently discovered that the graduation rate at Columbus College of Art and Design is quite the meager number.
49% of students will graduate from CCAD. This is apart from the 41% who drop out or transfer to a different school after their first year.
If I was the school, I wouldn't be promoting those statistics.
Either way, life is too short for me to be stressed out over classes that aren't of any specific interest to me. I will take things slow, completely understand , and do things the way things should be done for me.
I find no stupidity in that.
c'est moi
- elise
- The last thing I wanted was infinite security and to be the place an arrow shoots off from. I wanted change and excitement and to shoot off in all directions myself, like the colored arrows from a Fourth of July rocket.
2 comments:
neither do I .. roaring speed can only be superficial
that probably sounds like a chinese fortune cookie
I’m no artist ..I struggle with the crummy stuff I do in photoshop ..however, I was thinking ..some forms of art, like sketching, are done real fast ..then instead of correcting mistakes ..they immediately throw them away and start over ..whereas in the graphic arts it pays to be careful and deliberate ..keeping track of detail. Anyway, that was my daughter’s experience at Pasadena college of design.
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