Catch-up

I can't write long. But I would love to. I decided after class to go get a sandwich and coffee and sit behind the big window in front of the cafe. I watched students flutter by in the rain. Trying not to get their projects and sketch-books drenched in the rain. The good thing about CCAD is there are plenty of huge windows to just daze into and watch the world.
Especially when I need a break.

I'm a bad student. Bad.

Well all I know is that i came into the computer lab to do a project and have ended up on blogger. yet again.
My painting class takes too much out of me to do any work beforehand.

It looks like at this school, everyone is trying to play catch-up. We weren't ready for this world, we were already behind. Always playing catch-up. I know I am. This is due tomorrow, so i can't do the homework for today. The vicious cycle takes a toll on the art students, the standards and cookie cutter techiniques would rip out the soul of any creative young thing.
But it's good for me. I haven't gotten my artist soul yet. hehe. I am in the process of creating one. I don't have much techinique anyways, but I know a few mournful alumni's that miss the way they used to paint, the old ways of drawing, the amatuer youthful style which has become traditional and clean cut.
she tells me she can never get it back.


sad story. but like i said before...i don't draw or paint, so i suppose this is good for me to atleast have one. I'm not picky.

No internet in my place for 5 weeks. That's hard. Let me tell you.