Wednesday, July 19, 2006

First fry up onions, green peppers, mushrooms, throw in a little bit of garlic garlic seasoning. Cook until tender and smelling yummy! Put on a plate with cover. Next take 2 eggs, a tad of garlic salt, and a capful of milk. Scramble up. Put scramble eggs in spinach wrap and top with vegetables. Add some salsa and sprinkle on some mozzorella cheese. Eat with tortilla chips

My lunch. Delicious.

I think I need to go to a doctor. For these reasons:

A. I think I have vertigo.
B. I think I am going slightly insane.


And by B. I mean, my thoughts have become cluttered, I don't think actually have one clear thought left. It's a jumbled mess. And when i get upset, it's an overload. I hyperventilate. My throat closes up. My mood is shot for the rest of the day.the first problem leads to other things that have bothered me but decided to ignore
Perhaps my confidence is at an all time low. Perhaps my stress is at the high. I'm on edge. Don't push me over. I won't come back.


“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”
J. Kerouac

3 comments:

Lee~William said...
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Lee~William said...

Interesting ..I'm bothered by the things I ignore too ..maybe we had good reason to ignore them in the first place. The mind is such a wicked messenger. Somebody once told me to ignore the voices in my head as if they were coming from a maniac screaming at me on the wharf ..

Lee~William said...

A screaming maniac my sound convincing ..even alarming ..but certainly not rational. Ignore them by not buying into it.