The mornings are easier. Even though I awake to the dreary grayest day, I'd still rather be present in the morning. For the past two days my mind has been clouded with a fog, slowly lifting, and I am able to make the outlines of what's next. I'm no longer at home and with all the other changes it overwhelmed me at first. I now find comfort in the unfamiliar home that is becoming quite comfortable.
And as always I look to my future. It is almost frightening to be able to make decisions without any restrictions. Nothing really holds me back, I just have to decide. To stay home, save up, go to school part-time. To move, with a friend, take out another huge loan, go to school full-time.
Oh the choices...
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3 comments:
i like the second one.
I like the second one as well ..it sounds more promising
the votes are in.. and the 'second one's HAVE IT!
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