As my suggestions are completely ignored and replaced with a new idea ( which isn't necessarily bad) I must come up with ideas on my own. Which is much harder to carry out when no one is beside you, pushing you to do something.

I'm jealous .

I can't really go see the three sisters by myself. I have to take someone.

Maybe I'll cozy up to the brother and the wife and see if i can hitch a ride back to nurnberg. I know it's a terrible thing, but everyone thinks something along those lines in their life.

I wish i could go to Canada. But that's another place I'll have to go on my own.